You are pretty sure He is, right? I mean, after all, you are disappointed in you. Why wouldn't God be?
Before I attempt to answer the question I am posing in this week's E-pistle, I want to ask you to consider how your awareness of how you disappoint yourself makes you feel. Well, disappointed, right? Of course! Awareness of how we disappoint ourselves breeds further disappointment and can even foster a contempt of self. Does this actually assist transformation? No. It fosters shame and shame always undermines real transformation. Shame can motivate behavior modification but it is a sorry motivation for transformation. God's chosen motivation for transforming us is love.
Not just any love, mind you, but His unadulterated in character, supernatural in quality, infinite in quantity kind of love! It is an incredible love that loves you as you are, not as you think you should be. I suspect that God is not disappointed in you the way you think He is. He is not disappointed in the things that disappoint you. If He is disappointed at all, He's disappointed- perhaps heartbroken is a better word- that you have failed to believe that He loves you as He does.
God is love (1 John 4:8,16). He can not, not love you. That is a biblical fact. God's desire is that you give intellectual assent to this fact. Yes, begin there. Agree with Him about what He says AND then ask Him to help you move from assent to experience. That's the point after all. He wants us to experience the truth He declares. Do not settle for the mere facts. Let them drive you into His arms of love where you can see that it is not disappointment that God feels for you, but delight!